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{i've picked 1 ros ||| do you love me?} thing [07 Jan 2005|06:18am] One secret. One compliment. One love note. Lyrics to a song. How old you are. How long we've been friends. And a hint to who you are. POST ANNOUMOUSLY!!!

{do you love me?} pusha. [06 Jan 2005|08:47pm] [ mood | and great ] [ music | t.v. ] mannn i havent updated in sooo dang long..christmas was fun i saw chris for like 2 hours and he is absolutely awesome..he gave me the most beautiful necklace and i am in love with it..and he gave me a note which i was really happy for that umm new years was alright kinda boring everyone left to the desert it was so gay.but oh well. i didnt even get to talk to chris geeze. umm yeah then the sunday before we went back me and chris hung out..we've kinda been fighting with eachother sometimes so when i saw him he gave me a rose then he told me something and i found out why things have been so weird and i get it and i respect him so much for telling me the things he does i love him man!.. this week has been super easy.. compared to everyone else's lol...i had a 4 hour nap today. woot woot. lol umm yeah winter formal...im so damn excited ok i think we're going to kodys thennn yeah then going to winter formal then dennys and midnight bowling woot woot and its mine and chris's one month anniversary and its gonna be our first dance on winter formal im sooo excited i wrote a poem about him today and we had to rhyme and it said with and i had to rhyme with it and i said "sometimes i call him chrith" it was pretty damn funny but we had to write about respect lol and i chose him it was funny

{i've picked 11 roses ||| do you love me?} survey thing [26 Dec 2004|10:29pm] got this from chris's journal i think u shall fill it out. watch no one will lol 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me? 5. have we kissed? if no, Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When’s the last time you saw me? n 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t? 15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? 16. what is the biggest memory you have of me?

{i've picked 6 roses ||| do you love me?} [22 Dec 2004|06:23pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | hh. ohio is for lovers ] let's see...i dont remember when i updated?...umm i think on monday k well me, sierra,brittany,kody,steven,brandyn,hoa and NOT CHRIS went to jimmy's and i lost 20 dollars that was fun lol...but yeah breakfast was SO much fun..and yeah then i went home and i was GOING to go to chris's soccer game at wh but brandyn said he wasnt going and i didnt want to go by myself...so i jsut went home but like i felt bad cuz he already felt bad for not being able to go to breakfast so i was going to walk to his game FROM MY HOUSE lol...but luckily i talked to chris naples and he told me they forgeighted or whatever and i call chris up to see where hes at and then he got home and we hung up where he made fun of me cuz i tried blowing a dandelion and none of the things came off lol..then yeah tuesday i went over to sierras and pratically finished chris's present aw im sooooooo excited..dude. lol yeah then w.e. then today i was gonna go to the movies but chris couldnt so i went over to chris's and we uh watched tv and then he got ready for practice and we walked to like el nopal or whatever. but yeah i was gonna go to the movies with sierra but idk its kinda late but maybe tomorrow if she's not busy or somethng.. i desperately need pictures of chris. ugh. ok well yeah thats about it life is absolutely perfect i have the best friends the best bf and things just keep on getting better for me and man i must have done something right to end up like this. k bbl. haha u all missed it. me and chris were watching tv and we're like "eskimo kisses" and did an eskimo kiss then "butterfly kisses" and did a butterfly kiss then we kissed regular and we BOTH said at THE SAME TIME "american kisses!!" OMG it was great. lol oh and my back hurts. WHERE'S THE TISSUE!

{do you love me?} wooo [20 Dec 2004|08:22am] [ mood | content ] [ music | tbs. ] alright well i havent updated in like a week so let's see monday...idk tuesday...minimum day and i went to see chris. well i was SUPPOSED to go with brandon but nooo lol but i saw brandon later then when chris went to practice me and brandon went to starbucks and chilled that was fun i love him. and yeah we were waiting for nikki and figured she wouldnt come so we went to the fields and i called her and i guess her sister was like almost an hour late lol poor thing. so yeah it was just me and brandon and we had fun being scared of heights on the top and like him dropping pennys..me going and getting them and him trying to spit on me. real nice. then we well i got to see his team take their shirts off...george is so cute lol and then i saw chris wooo what a hottie. i must say ive got a good one. then he had to go and i met his dad. then me and brandon stayed a little after and we walked home. wedensday and thursday idk..i think wednesday was when the whole devin kody thing started but i will not get into it friday..went to sierra's nana's with carrie steven and kody...omg i was laughing soooo hard when we were calling ppl..."my name's daniel oh wait girl scout cookies...my names danielle" omg i was dying! lol but yeah we made sooooo many cookies jeeze!!! lol an dyeah then we we went to bed and we got up and had breakfast and me sierra and carrie just talked it was so fun and then me and sierra went home and got ready then we all went to brandyns party that was fun except christopher wasnt talking ot me lol. but yeah it was fun when he was actually when he wasnt too cuz sierras great "WARRRR" haha. "they're talking about like barbies over there" lol and yeah sunday.. ABSOLUTELY nothing. lol except i made chris get off the phone and sleep. lol today ok.. me and a lot of pppl are going to breakfast. its gonna be good but nikki and chris arent going cuz of soccer. losers lol jk. but yeah then i think im going to chriss games ..not too sure right now. depends. and yeah so ive had a good week. and this week is going to be soo stressful cuz i still need to finish chriss present and i think me and sierra are gonna work on it this week idk. k ttyl. i love chris he's the most PERFECT bf!.and i never want to lose what we have.

{i've picked 14 roses ||| do you love me?} [12 Dec 2004|12:47pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | ryan cabrera.mirage. ] ok well i havnt updated in sooo freaking long lets see... this past week monday:went over to sierras and worked on our project tuesday:went to school then shelly got chris on the way to pick us up so chris was there!..cuz he had a minimum day so that was fun and he went over to sierras for a while then we dropped him off at his soccer game then we went and got kody and then went to chriss soccer game and brandyn was there i was soo excited man that was a good day. wednesday..went over to sierras again and finished up the project then yeah thursday..not too much happen besides that me and chris got back together.!!! it was so cute we started going out at 11:11 at night and thats good luck then on friday he called and hes like "happy 24 hour anniversary" awww i love him.. friday...went home then took a nap and then i woke up at 6:30! and stevens concert starterd at 7!! but it was ok i still had time to wash my hair lol...then yeah so it was me,chris,kody,sierra,chris and brandyn and nikki told me she'd call when she got there but then they said that i said id call them so we ended up not seeing them so that was idk..then me,sierra,ralphie,his friend, brittany, james, shelly, and ralph went to denny's omg that was soo fun i was so full..ha and james paid the bill and it was like 100 dollars it was funny lol... saturday i went over to sierras and we worked on the presents omg they're coming along soooooo cute i love them lol and then carrie came over and then we went to the gulls game and it sucked cuz chris couldnt go but thats ok cuz i get to see him tuesday too and he called me this morning lol but yeah so it was me,carrie,sierra,steven,kody,ralphie,james,brittany and shelly...soo much fun and like there was a fight and sierra was like "BEAT HIS ASS!!" me and kody looked at eachother and started laughing sooooo hard!!!  man it was good.. then we went to her house and dropped ralphie off then we went for a drive it was fun. then we went back and we were just hanging out it was soooooo funny. but yeah then i came home and went to bed. then chris called at 7:40 and woke me up jeeze how rude lol jk...then i said g/l then got off the phone then went back to sleep til 10 o clock THATS RIGHT 10 o clock everyone..woot woot .. today idk what im doing..i think ill just do homework and stuff around the house.. this week.. monday..idk tuesday..MINIMUM DAY so im prolly gonna go to santana and if brandon or someone wants then yeah but i get to see my gorgeous bf !! lol then.. wednesday..idk thursday..idk friday idk but me and sierra and carrie are dressing up as elves..its gonna be soo cute.. it's been so much fun getting closer to those 2 girls..they are so great and love me no matter what and im glad they're here.   I LOVE CHRIS!! he is the sweetest guy i have ever been with and idc what anyone else thinks or says i have never been happier with anyone else.

{i've picked 2 roses ||| do you love me?} you're my wonderwall. [04 Dec 2004|03:46pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | oasis :wonderwall: ] alright i haven't updated in like a year cuz my computers being homo and ive just been totally lazy lol let's see...i got my progress report spanish:         Cr    O 3-d desin:       A    O p.e.:                B    O english:           B    O geometry       B    O geography     C+   O stupid geograhy grade GOSH lol. so thats a 3.2 ....eh its alright...when i bring up that geography and p.e. grade it'll be better now if the spanish grade counted..i woulda got.. 4.0??? wait 3.3. i divided by 5 not 6 ok...so it's possible to raise that up lol. and yes STRAIGHT O'S BABY   ok...things have been going great me and carrie had a great talk at p.e. yesterday. its great. me and sierra have gotten closer. pretty damn good.   me and chris...well idk what's going to happen but i want it to happen soon because i like him soo much and it sucks not being with him but i cant rush anything or make anything happen. we were gonna hang out today but..im going to the movies with sierra and carire.   well yeah thats about it. i love christopher naples l for love!.

{i've picked 3 roses ||| do you love me?} [25 Nov 2004|07:06pm] you know you love him when you want to spend forever with him then realize forever will never be enough</arial>

{do you love me?} [25 Nov 2004|03:34pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | hook ] ok well this week went well except the fact that ive been as sick as a runny nose.! lol ok let's see monday:idk tuesday:idk wednesday:minimum day..came home and watched a movie..then me and bj went to santana to see people it was fun lol i love brandon so much and yeah today:THANKSGIVING WOOO tomorrow:make my sweatshirt and go to the cif game!!! woo idk if we're going to denny's or not im not sure but it'd be fun to go somewhere after it.. alright how things are going: school-been pretty fun my teacher is really sick and she's gonna be out this semester and she had cancer over summer so we think its that again..but everyone doesnt know and theyre like "hopefully she died" im like omg u guys..i felt soo bad but i didnt want to bring it up and the principal doesnt know our grades or w/e so we're all getting o's and CR for credit. pretty cool lol and our teacher is mrs.rafenstein or something ? lol. my geography grade is  a 79.7 or something and he wont raise it for progress reports he's gay everything else is good.   friends- oh man couldn't get better..i love them sooo much love-well me and chris r workin things out...we've been talkin a lot lately and it's been really nice. i like him soooo much..   winter formal-idk if i'm going with chris or not i think so..but im excited!   i need you and thats a really hard thing for me to accept but its a whole lot easier than imagining myself live without you

{i've picked 10 roses ||| do you love me?} [21 Nov 2004|04:11pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Jamie O'neal...When I Think About Angels ] let's see what i did this weekend first on saturday i woke up at 6:30 on accident and we went to nikkis soccer game it was friggin hilarious because the girls on the other team were like prolly in drama class or somethin it was good lol and yeah then i came home and went to sleep then me,nikki,genieva and jessica went to wal mart to get shirts and stuff it was fun..then we went to nikkis and waited an hour until making em.lol. then genieva left after i called raleigh lol..then me and nikki just chilled it was fun we went and watched tv in her parents room then we looked at pictures and stuff and old stuff that like made me think a lot and how much they all have kept from when they were little and yeah and then we looked at books and i borrowed 2 that i'll be starting today hopefully lol...and yeah so thats about it..today i stayed home all day in my p.j.'s cuz ive felt like crap. and yeah. looked at quotes and stuff and now im gonna go read then go do my geometry YES MY ONLY HOMEWORK!! im so excited lol! ok the situation with chris...well we've been talking the past week and we've both let a lot out..and we both know how eachother feels FINALLY nd its nice to know hes still there and man i like him a lot. and i think we're going to winter formal together (sry erik) but im not sure...and i was kinda worried cuz i know him and genieva arent getting along and i feel bad cuz genieva is like the sweetest ting and i love her to death and i wouldnt want her to get mad but she said she wouldnt be a good friend and i love her for that...so things are getting back on track. thanks for everything friends..especially. nikki,sierra,genieva,kody,b.j.,steven,carrie,devin, brett, hoa, and courtney i love all u guys soo much!!   oh and i started a photo album..good stuff...and yeah what i reallllly want for christmas is a music box!!    If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together, there is something you must always remember: you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you - - >>Winnie The Pooh

{i've picked 4 roses ||| do you love me?} [19 Nov 2004|05:54pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | lonestar :::smile::: ] hm let's see things have been weird lately.. i havent done anything this past week now that cheers over... w/e ok yeah..tuesday talked to chris. that was interesting wedensday had a good convo with chris yesterday....blah it sucked...we got off the phone and i could not sleep..so i call him his phones off...perfect..and i woke up like 4 times over the night..it sucked today was ok...i was sick and we had a test so it was all quiet and i was there sniffling lol. and i talked to cristina and we found out we like pretty much share a brain lol.. winter formal anyone? i'm supposed to go to nikkis and make shirts with her and genieva for cifs but idk..i havent even gotten a shirt and they havent called so im waiting for that. plans tomorrow? Miss Hyper Queen: the guy would look at me like im a freak Miss Hyper Queen: and id be like you are correct lmao i love her Never be scared to tell someone you love them, they may break your heart, but you may break theirs if you don?

{i've picked 6 roses ||| do you love me?} [16 Nov 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | a lonely september -plain white t's ] hm let's see... thursday we had off..me and nikki and jessica went to eat and the mall then we went and met up with sierra,kody,brandyn,steven,ralphie and ralph and carrie and devin it was a lot of fun we saw th grudge..soo scary oh my goodness.. it was weird seeing a scary movie but w/e...ok then the weekend i did NOTHING oh then on friday went to varsity and jv game all 3 whhs teams won BIATCH lol it was so much fun then on saturday i went to genievas and we hung out man it was so funny there was a cricket in her room and she was playing with it lmao ok sunday nothing monday...cheer meeting eh gay. cheers over. today nothing. blah. and i want a date to winter formal like i'll still go if i dont but i kinda want a date but idk anyone id wanna go with let alone that will go with me lol. like the only person i would think of myself going with doesnt want to go with me. so idk i'll go solo lol but im still looking.. ugh idk so confusing i have like a great day at school until i have time to think about something else and its usually chris so i get all emo and crap and i hate it I WANT IT TO GO AWAY. sry for anyone who read this.it was long

{do you love me?} ... [14 Nov 2004|09:57am] Take the quiz: "Does he like ya?" yea buddy...y'all perfect for each other YOU GUYS SHOULD RELE GO OUT...UR PERFECT 4 EACH OTHER...AWW HOW CUTE!!!

{i've picked 4 roses ||| do you love me?} oops [11 Nov 2004|12:37pm] ok i totally forgot heres the deal with the shs game ok.. well scored a touchdown the first 35 seconds pretty kick ass then...shs starts being good?...and they're winning by like a touchdown i think.. then we catch up and right before half time with like 20 seconds or something we score a touch down..so it's 22-22...then later the game was really good... WE WON 42-28?...idk but yeah it was so funny all our cheerleaders got the football players water and were spraying eachother it was good 10-0 BABY I LOVE CHEERING FOR A WINNING TEAM...like my whole "cheering career they were winning" ok well jr.midget and midget and now this lol.. OH and wha ttoally made me happy was patti told me MIRA MESA MIDGET GOT LAST PLACE!!! j\HAHAHA finally!!! and they had like 2 ppl step off the mat and then like a whole person go off ahh it was awesome to hear that ok yeah

{i've picked 2 roses ||| do you love me?} [11 Nov 2004|12:29pm] [ mood | that ones funny ] [ music | cmt COUNTRY HELL YEAHHH ] havent updated in a while weekend...went to the mall with nikki lmao good times "hey girls how old are you?" LMAO and yeah we saw..friday night lights with sierra,kody,steven,brandyn,james,brittany,and ralphie (and nikki in case u were dumb) and yeah then sunday...as most of u all know me and chris broke up and so did genieva and tyler hmm how ironic lol monday and tuesday went by SOOO slow.. but wednesday was good...well after school was ok..we hung out at the locker room for a while then me and jenna were gonna walk to the bleachers to watch varsity practice then we saw all the football players listening to music? lol so we stopped and talked then we left and blah..ok nothing happened then our game "Started" actually it was 45 minutes late GAY... but man it was the funnest game..!!! i was having a blast i was like sitting by my favoritest ppl haha the refs butt ew gross lol and yeah it was awesome and i got to see the cutest guy on the team ERIK ROJAS lol..and yeah it was a good day came home at like 9:30 then went to sleep thats about it today: we're going to the movies to see the grudge i think..aw all by my lonesome im gonna freak out lol... so yeah bbl.. WHO SHALL BE MY SHS AND WHHS LOVERS? haha good times ashcraft..

{i've picked 2 roses ||| do you love me?} [06 Nov 2004|07:36am] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | hh ] lets see monday..i dont remember tuesday we had practice but we didnt do anything..then i went to go see ppl but no one wast there but when i was walking back like i saw all these ppl it was awesome and yeah wednesday.. well...they pulled a freshman cheer meeting (without our coach?) and decided no more practice...um ok? that ughh i hate it...ok yeah and i get home PISSED OFF about everything and chris calls and tells me he's right outside and im like ok...and i was so not in the mood or anything and so i walk with him up el nopal and we were just fighting but it was dumb like he thinks everythings gonna be ok..ugh..and like ugh i dont even care anymore thursday our game...we went out to eat before to estradoas or w/e and melissa spilt her cherry pepsi all over "MY UNIFORM" lol man and yeah the game was sooooo much fun i havent had that much fun since cowboys!..its funny i compare everything to cowboys lol..but yeah and i got to see eric and his cute football uniform lol..but yeah it was just a good day friday.. umm school was alright...but man the football game was great...no drama thank god lol and i think i know why. hehe. ok yeah um the floats were cool and im so glad annie won she so deserved it!! aww it was so cute..and our fireworks were so sweet lol...but yeah cheering in the game was a blast yes all 5 minutes of it lol...oh might i add...i tripped down stairs lol...i didnt see the last one..so now all of u guys who say i never fall..there ya go..man it was hilarious i was thinking about it the whole game lmao ok yeah today me,sierra,nikki,kody? and other ppl are going to the movies WOOT WOOT..im excited to spend a day with them AWWW Ok...at the carnival.these kids were trying to mess with ralphie..and ok..they were like 7th graders and a 10th grade trying to mess with a 6th grader? come on...but yeah so i went up to them and told them not to touch any of them and then yeah...then today sierra comes with a bouquet of roses!!! and a card from ralphie and him and shelly signed it...aw it was soooo sweet i love them sooo much !! well yeah and my mom decided to leave 130 bucks in case "i wanted to do something today" lol sure ok yeah bbl ERIC NEEDS TO GET ON SO I CAN GET HIS SN.!

{i've picked 2 roses ||| do you love me?} fucking pissed [01 Nov 2004|07:40pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | nothing ] lets see how my day starts off... well the morning was alright...up until 6th period i had a pretty damn gooood day... 6th period im screwed...ok...we had this big homework packet due the minute we got to class and if it was like a minute late it's 15% off...well silly me forgot about it and didnt have like half the stuff so thats an FFF!!!...and then we had a 50 question TEST that i didnt study for...ugh i was not having a good day...so i came home...did homework then me and nikki walked to starbucks to go meet up with joey...it was fun then i had to go to my cheer meeting.. ok heres the deal because of miscommunications we cant fucking stunt...ok i can live without stunting...but without cheer?...i mean fuck that...idk what im gonna be doing with my time..no way in hell i'm gonna be spending every hour of every day... i mean i hated not cheering over summer...let alone the rest of the school year.. i mean what do they expect us to do...i mean we gave up other sports we wanted to do because we were told that we would cheer BEYOND football season...ok ok hawley said she wanted to help us try out for jv or w/e and that wasnt even a for sure thing and we ALL knew that but on the fucking packet it says..that cheer goes onto baket ball...and it ALSO says may be risk of injury news flash guys that cheer packet applied to everyone except when it said "excluding freshman" it didnt deal with it....thats what happens at sports...if parents cried everytime their kid got hurt at football...then they wouldnt play?...and it ALSO said stunting only allowed if attended to a one day camp?...well what the hell do u call the aztec clinic...i mean ok we had all the things to do it but we cant because 2 ppl got hurt i understand where sierra and her family are coming from but for all of us...i mean cheer is like my life...i dont do anything besides cheer...i am clumsy at almost anything...except cheer thats what i work for...u cant change what u do over night and for them to take it away from us is unfair and they dont realize just what the fuck they're doing.. sure sometimes i say i dont want to go to cheer on days...but i do because i love to cheer and its like me...it is wrong for them to take that away because fucking miscommunications... miscommunications MY ASS...idc what theyre saying it says we're allowed to do everything we've been doing and if there was unexperienced girls...i know hawley wouldn't make them do something until they were fully sure they were ready... i know...cuz when we were tumbling she wanted me to do a back handspring..i told her i didnt know how and she said she really didnt want me to do it for my safety...u really think shes irresponsible?...if anyone does they can kiss my ass because she knows what shes doing...yeah itd be hard to do it alone but who the fuck cares...shes doing what she needs to do..freshman is a building year right?..hmmm then trying out for jv totally unexperienced with tumbling and stunting is really gonna assure u a spot on the team then?...how exactly does that work?..you have to start somewhere so why dont u start AT THE BUILDING YEAR WHEN YOU'RE FUCKING SUPPOSED TO damnit... i cant believe that it's over in 2 weeks.. some sacrifices ppl made are gonna be made for nothing...bull fucking shit...

{do you love me?} [01 Nov 2004|06:09am] [ mood | curious ] [ music | nick carter "i need you tonight" ] ok..friday..was pretty good...the game was a lot of fun in the first half lol...idk there was just stupid stuff and chris was being all weird and idk w/e ok saturday i stayed home ALL day until 4 o clock then went to the carnival and i saw carrie and devin and man oh man I LOVE THEM lol it was fun even though the carnival was SOOO lame HaLlOwEeN... i stayed home all day yesterday too..reading lol and then ok its like 5 or something and i call joey to see what hes doing cuz we wanted to meet up with him but he went to the charger/raider game so yeah...and then i went ot nikkis and it was even fun when we were at her house...but we ended up going out...ok this is how far we walked from nikkis to beck beck to stevens stevens to cajon park cajon park to bilteer bilteer to all the way down back turn on that street where u cant go straight through go up el nopal then back to my house and it was very tiring i had such a good time with nikki though i love her lol and we had some GOOOD laughs and we saw george and i absolutely love him haha nikki what i called him lol.. so id have to say my halloween WAS not boring but i really dont want to go to school now... but i do so bbl

{i've picked 7 roses ||| do you love me?} my week [29 Oct 2004|03:38pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | mest-hotel room- ] ok...well this week started off so slow but it got faster monday.. dont remember..too far back lol tuesday.. practice...was woah...well unfortunately there was an accident with one of our cheerleaders and the ambulance had to come but i wont go into detail..i haven't seen her at school or talked to her since and i hope shes ok..but we got out 30 minutes early cuz yeah wednesday.. dont remember nothing exciting thursday.. practice was...fun but eh ok well we decided to end practice 30 minutes early every day because we dont have anything to do anymore since we cant stunt and idk if we're exhibitioning or not..oh wait we're not.. but all we did was talk and it was a good bonding time then me,sierra,kody,devin and steven went to the shs/ grossmont frosh game...man what a game it was soo close joke but it was funn today.. was good. im going to the shs homecoming fun fun ok let's see my friends mean everything to me thanks guys i love u!! uk who u r me and chris have been pretty weird lately..we just havent really been talking so idk whats happening or whats gonna happen. but w/e schools been alright im glad im raising like half of my grades tomorrow im going to the rio seco carnival hopefully with devin and carrie and yeah i REALLY want to go...so yeah well im gonna go get ready bbl

{do you love me?} [23 Oct 2004|03:48pm] [ mood | productive ] [ music | "a love that strong" paul brandt ] ok monday...dont remember tuesday...uhh practice oooh that was a really goood practice...our stunt group was doing sooo good man that was good lol and it was raining i love the rain its soo peaceful wednesday....had the worst day i came home crying lol...but whatever im over it thursday our game....it was fun i hung out with kaylee,amanda and elcyia aw i love them and omg chris and brandyn showed up wow it was soo embarrassing but since chris is the best bf i loved it lol.. friday i came home and slept then chris woke me up but it was ok cuz i didnt get to talk to him all day and i missed him um today i went to starbucks,tillys,target and kohls with ms.jappe it was good we got the cutest braceletts lol and i was gonna buy chris a card...and i forgot why i didnt but whatever... lol so lately things have been really...weird i was thinking about stuff and i need to get my act together for school cuz the college i want to go to u need a 3.9 and that needs effort and latey ive been really side tracked with boyfriend and friends and stuff..so im devoting my sundays to homework... lol and friends well...idk that whole subject is changing i just need to "broaden my horizons" or whatever because idk i just do..i cant always hang out wit one person and i need to get over it..so yeah and carrie and sierra have been awesome! i love u guys umm chris has been absolutely amazing...i seriously like him more and more each day and wow..idk what id do without him..hes been awesome and hes just the best bf i could ever have and im soo thankful and i was thinking about stuff and what i want...all i want is to change someones life *for the better* to like truly HELP someone...idk but its important...or be someone that someone looks up to ya know?...and i need to look more into ucla's teaching programs.. and i want to change a lot of stuff about me...idk...i mean not like totally change...but idk its hard to explain... but i guess thats all... (We won our game by the way) i love chris!!!

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